Not sure who I am anymore. I wrote something on Facebook telling people that I don't believe in God anymore. No one has responded to it.
I just want to be free to believe whatever I want and I didn't think that would be possible with all these people thinking I still believe in God.
I wonder if they'll all hate me. Probably. Probably. Probably.
No big deal.
Falling out my skin tonight.
Give people time to see it, Owen. It may not even be showing up in their feed.
ReplyDeleteOr its a busy friday and they haven't logged on.
You were writing "Him" not him yesterday...are you sure you don't believe?
Its ok, I'm only asking.
SN: I was realllllly worried about my last post, cuz no one responded for like two days..I am so much like you in this way. I just needed to keep telling myself to relax.
ReplyDeleteIt works out fine.
I don't know if I believe. I only wanted the freedom to not believe.
ReplyDeleteI was wondering if you were concerned about that, cause I was like, wow, not many people have responded to this.
The whole thing about my Facebook stuff is that in general, people have responded pretty immediately to everything else I post.
I think I kind of did a 180 on them. A lot of my posts before that were about God and how great He is. They might think I'm playing a sick joke or something. They completely hate me, I know it. I can deal though. I'm usually a loner anyway.
My husband and I both left our birth religions, and it was hard. Our families still think we are part of it, but we arent, and it was painful for a while. But we are happier beliveing in the balance of the Universe.
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