this is the real meaning of my blog name.
a lot of the time i'm not serious at all, and then i get real serious, real fast.
i'm not sure why. i think perhaps because i don't think life is a game.
i don't think i should be laughing all the time.
i can't laugh when someone is really hurting.
i don't know anyone specifically who's really hurting at the moment, but i know someone could be at any time. sometimes life is not something we want. sometimes all there is to feel is emptiness.
i used to think i could help, but i can only do a little.
i can only make your pain a little less and sometimes a little more.
i believe in a love that transcends this world, but it seems like a lie.
it seems like a lie to think that everything could ever be okay.
it seems like a lie to believe anyone could ever love anyone else forever.
i believe in these childish things only because i love them, not because i think they're most likely true. i only believe in happiness because i want it to exist, not because i think it does.
please lie to me and tell me i'll be okay. please lie to me and tell me we will forever.
please
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