I'm a Wuss

I like to tell myself that it's intentional. I choose to be a wuss.

I never really got the whole pretending to be emotionless thing.

I don't see the point.

I like feelings things and talking to other people about what they're feeling. It's interesting to me, much more than contact sports and stuff.

Sports kind of seem unsophisticated to me.

I get pissed when people treat me like a wuss though. I don't think people have the right to do that.

I could be just making up excuses for myself to stay the way I am.

People don't understand when I don't lie to them. I don't understand why everyone lies to me.

Why would it be so bad to be scared? Why would it be so bad if people knew you were scared? or sad?

I know people get real fucking annoying when they're always on about how they're depressed and shit. I don't usually have much self-awareness about how annoying I'm getting. Someone usually has to point it out.

I like my way of choosing to live better than the way it seems other people are choosing. Being open to stuff is good.

Letting things affect you is good.

I ain't no hero. I'm just a kid, ya know? Sometimes I can't handle shit. Sometimes I can.