Telling the Truth isn't easy.

It sometimes is, I mean and then other times, it isn't.

I don't care if a lot of people don't like me, but sometimes it would just seem super mean to be honest with someone.

I can't tell if I lie for my own sake or for theirs.

Then I get into all this shit in my head where I want things from people and all I remember is that I'm trying not to lie and I forget that I probably should try to not be selfish either.

I should try not to want things from other people that I shouldn't want. That's hard to remember, because I want so many things.

I'm just working on not lying at the moment. I'm working on not lying to get people to like me more. Maybe I'll have to work on something else later.

life is complex and amazing. everything is beautiful. no more lies to cage me.

i will be free someday.