20SB was down...

when I wrote this, or started to write. it.

SO. I decided to write something here.

NOT LIKE I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO WRITE ABOUT.

it almost seems like some people are trying to get me to come back to 20sb or something.

i just feel like, if i come back, i want it to be because I want to come back.

actually, i can't force myself to come back anyway. i don't generally force myself to do anything unless i think it's completely terrible of me if i don't.

anyway, i'm strange. people should expect the worst from me. or me to do everything they don't want. i don't do what people want.

i like to run away and hide.

i want to hide from everyone ever. always. all the time. all the time.